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    October 29

    矛盾

      最近真的很矛盾,快被煩死了…
      拿感情來說好了,明明就很喜歡對方,卻又不太敢太接近她,又怕自己太勇敢反而被打槍…
      拿工作來說,明明就覺得工作很累、薪水很低、也不能常常出去跟朋友玩,但是又覺得我不能沒有這個工作…
      
      我…彷彿失去了目標般,找不回剛進入大學的雄心壯志,每天過著漫無目標的生活…
      原本想說…或許找個工作也許就不會讓自己想太多,但結果還是一樣,麻木了…
      客人來了,點什麼飲料,就泡什麼茶,泡錯了被老闆看到,被罵個幾句,沒事了…
      
      最近也對很多事情,很沉默,很無力,很無言…
      老了,唉,不如說是心老了…
     
      某:『Come on!!Man!!振作好嗎!?庸人自擾的傻蛋…你到底在想什麼!?』
      我:『我發覺,我找不回樂觀的自己…無止境的迷失…』

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    偶爾wrote:
    不要灰心,不要像我,自知沒機會,在離職當晚,還留著壞印象,讓自己連返回~告白的機會都沒有....(我曾也做過這個工作)
    Nov. 10
    智恩wrote:
    Hey Sexy !
    喜歡她就找對時機跟她告白阿,
    雖然看起來好像我講的很簡單,
    但如果你都不行動,
    說不定她也在等你開口呢!
    不用怕被打槍,
    我只交過一個女朋友,
    在國中、高中,
    我受過很多傷,
    還不是一樣走過來,
    所以辣,用你的氣魄,
    給它衝下去辣!!
    -----------------------------
    不能跟朋友出去玩喔,
    下班可以來我們這哈拉一下阿,
    不一定要出去玩才能聯絡感情阿,
    以後有事相照料阿!
    --------------------------
    每個工作都會有辛苦跟苦衷的地方,
    遇到就只能認命ㄚ,
    有工作做就不錯哩,
    加減賺吧!!
    為了你的第二老婆GP!!
     
    一起加油阿!!
     
    我也在找我的生活目標跟重心!
     
    Nov. 1
    艾臻 林wrote:
    是阿...
    你幹麻這麼消極
    一點都不像你
    儍蛋
    快醒醒啦...
     
    Oct. 29

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